IN-DEPTH LIST OF KINS:)

SENSITIVE AND/OR TRIGGERING TOPICS WILL BE DISCUSSED IN THIS SECTION‼️‼️ SKIP TO THE FICTIONKIN SECTION IF YOU'RE UNCOMFORTABLE‼️ STAY SAFE‼️‼️

UNRELATED TO ANY SYSTEM, DISSOCIATIVE IDENTITY, OR UNSPECIFIED DISSOCIATIVE DISORDERS‼️‼️‼️THIS LIST WILL INCLUDE BOTH FICTIONKINS AND SIMPLE KINSWHEN I CAN'T BE ANY ONE OF THESE (BECAUSE PEOPLE DON'T KNOW ABOUT MY KINS), I AM SIMPLY REFERRED TO AS "MY REAL IDENTITY": CÉSAR‼️I DON'T HAVE A TRUE IDENTITY—IT IS ALL A MASH OF LEARNED BEHAVIORS AND PERSONALITIES FROM FICTIONAL CHARACTERS OR PEOPLE I HAVE MET‼️‼️IT STEMS FROM PAST TRAUMA WITH FAMILY AND "FRIENDS"—BEING A VICTIM OF DIFFERENT TYPES OF ABUSE AND ASSAULT, WHICH I WON'T GET INTOMY LACK OF IDENTITY IS WHAT LEAD TO ME HAVING KINS, IN WHICH I WISH I WAS A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT PERSON

FICTIONKINS

I LITERALLY AM THESE CHARACTERS, OR FEEL LIKE I AM DEPENDING ON HOW YOU SEE IT (BUT PERSONALLY I AM LITERALLY THEM)
THERE WILL BE A PICTURE AND BRIEF DESCRIPTION UNDER EACH:)I SWITCH CHARACTERS ACCORDINGLY TO HOW I FEEL, OR IF ANYTHING HAPPENED THAT REMINDED ME OF MY PAST TRAUMA—SORT OF LIKE A TRIGGER, IT IS UNEXPECTEDI DON'T INTERACT WITH DOUBLES, AND I'D RATHER DOUBLES DNI‼️‼️‼️

NOISE

THE MAIN FICTIONKIN‼️‼️ MOST OF THE TIME I AM NOISE‼️‼️AS NOISE, I ENJOY BEING CHAOTIC AND ANNOYING, BUT I HAVE FEELINGS TOO (SOMETIMES)[AND I HAVE MY OWN CARRD TOO‼️ YOU CAN LEARN MORE ABOUT ME‼️‼️]_{ROOT: CONSTANT NEED OF ATTENTION, NEURODIVERGENCE, COMPULSIVITY, PUSHING FEELINGS ASIDE, NATIONALITY}

Hex

when i am not noise i am hex! i type in lowercase when i use this identity, but it is very rare for me to be seen typing in lowercase, at least online! i have dyslexia and need to see my words clearly-i'm more vulnerable as hex, and i express myself more!-i'd love to find sourcemates!_{root: being the "therapist" for others, people-pleaser}

Tocino

I GO NON-VERBAL OFTEN, AS I AM NEURODIVERGENT‼️ WHEN I DO, I LIKE TO IDENTIFY AS THIS CHARACTER, BUT NOT EVERY TIME‼️YOU WON'T SEE THIS ONLINE, CLEARLY, BUT I THOUGHT I'D INCLUDE IT‼️IN PERSON, I'LL USE BODY LANGUAGE TO COMMUNICATE_{ROOT: NEURODIVERGENCE}

Paul

NORMAL PERSON‼️ JUST CURIOUS AND A LITTLE AWKWARD‼️I LOVE PLAYING GAMES‼️_{ROOT: ANXIETY, PERSONALITY}

Cesar Torres

WHEN I FEEL A LITTLE SILLY, AND IN MY HOMEAND THE COPS WON'T BELIEVE YOU WHEN YOU SAY IT WAS ME_{ROOT: PERSONALITY, DISSOCIATION}

Girlfriend

STILL USE HE/HIMALOOF AND LAID-BACK, I LOVE LOVINGI SHIFT TO MYSELF AROUND THE PEOPLE I LOVE, AND WHEN I AM IN THE COMFORT OF MY OWN HOME_{ROOT: NEURODIVERGENCE, PERSONALITY, LOVE}

Grace

STILL USE HE/HIMSAD MOST OF THE TIME; IF I'M NOT CRYING I'M HOPING SOMEONE WILL NOTICE MEBUT SOMETIMES I CAN BE VERY GIDDY!<3_{ROOT: ABANDONMENT ISSUES, MASSIVE HEARTBREAKS, GENERAL TRAUMA}